Sounds like the long drive could give you plenty of thinking time. Thinking of where you're gonna fish next since you have no place to fish where you are now. I understand the fear part, though. I keep thinking about pulling up roots now to another state and I get excited, and terrified.

Good luck to you in your new place!

You should put your taser qualifications on your resume when looking for a new job. Never know, you could wind up with a dream job!